On the nights we’re together
I savor in the mounting pleasure
Holding you, my world’s transcendent
In disregard that I’m dependent
But mornings are so painful
A fog of memories oh so shameful
I haven’t been myself
I haven’t been myself
I haven’t been myself in a while
Another day, a brand-new lover
A muse in white, she’s like no other
Together, we’re electrified
We dance all night so satisfied
But night turns into morning
At once I’m shattered without warning
I haven’t been myself
I haven’t been myself
I haven’t been myself in a while
From the first day we’re lifetime lovers
A state of grace not found from another
An injection of the sublime
Such perfection every time
But the vows we made were empty
Still you haunt me and won’t free me
I haven’t been myself
I haven’t been myself
I haven’t been myself in a while